graduation is in less than a month, college is in two months and two days. today my dad was barking at me to get a new job- and screaming about all the things i need to get done. like i don't know there are things to finish... it haunts me, maybe that's why i try not to think about them hoping they'll solve themselves. yeah i know better, but sometimes it's no fun being smart. at least then maybe my parents wouldn't expect so much of me-
well anyway- i'm just wasting time. putting aside other things i maybe could be doing. dad will be pissed. but i kinda don't have the energy to care. well, i'll stop wasting your time. peace.